Quote 28 Mar 659 notes
Nurses are notoriously broken people. And we seek out other broken people because we think that we can fix them. This applies to our personal lives as well as our professional lives. It’s nothing to be ashamed of, but just know that you can’t fix everybody.
— my nursing instructor on our last day of class (via myheart-likeakickdrum)

Wow

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Photo 28 Mar 3,958 notes artsciencenursing:

Nursing School


This is me and my nursing buddies. I couldn’t be making it through this without them.

artsciencenursing:

Nursing School

This is me and my nursing buddies. I couldn’t be making it through this without them.

Text 28 Mar

Just for fun, I once added up all the hours of actual classes, outside schoolwork and online lectures IN ADDITION to in class lecture, and recommended study hours per hour of class. Once I figured in about 4 hours of sleep….my week was full. I didn’t even factor in eating or showers (which often in real life, I kinda do forget about)

Being in this nursing program doesn’t allow for sick, full time work (it states that they really want us to NOT work full time through this in order to make it), or a social life.
And it’s been really hard to give up that last one…not having a social life has made me a Facebook and online junkie because I live through other people now, it’s my connection so that hermit life doesn’t become my norm. So I adjust and have been really proud to become addicted to school, to place my entire focus on it, knowing it’s what will get me my goals in life….for me and my kids.

Kids…remember those?? I try to. I do have 3 amazingly understanding kids but the time away from them is nearly impossible some days. Not feeling connected and on top of everything like I once was…it’s unspeakably weird. The entire weekends where we used to hang out on the couch and watch movies and go out ans do things have been replaced by me sitting in my “office/schoolroom” and them making visitations to me. My dedication and connection to my children had always been top priority and there’s a lot of guilt in taking them down from that highest shelf and placing them on the one right underneath and putting myself and all this craziness that is becoming a nurse on that top shelf instead.

I know some people really try and understand how life consuming my school is, but there are also plenty of people who toss ideas and suggestions and advice out there without fully grasping my schedule….just how much time I spend doing all this. While well intentioned, it’s also sometimes really infuriating when I hear stuff like “oh yeah my 50 hour work weeks are killer so I know how you feel.”…..sorry but you dont. Not to be cocky here but you don’t get it. For me it’s like putting in that 50 hour work week PLUS then coming home, eating something weird like oatmeal for dinner because it’s fast, and heading right up to my laptop, opening up my books and sitting there putting in MORE time after a full day of classes. While your work week sounds exhausting for you, you get to stop once you walk away from your work day. I would LOVE to only go to school, do my 12 hour class day and come home to do…. whatever I wanted. I don’t have that option if I want a good GPA, if I want to pass….If I want to be a nurse.

And I don’t fault anyone for their comments, I dont. I think we all try and relate
And here’s the thing….I’m not even doing ENOUGH right now. I am a B student….I used to pull all A’s, but realized that A’s would send me to the hospital for delirium and complete devestation of my health and family life. So I accept B, it’s not what I prefer but it’s what I should be proud of because being a B student beings I can still be a B parent, a B friend, a B partner to my most amazing supportive fiance.

Speaking of MY health….I think so often of other people’s health that mine falls dead last. I know it cant, it’s a juggle I haven’t learned yet but being sick is just not allowed. I have the utmost respect for the nurse going to her shift while not feeling good. Right now, a simple sinus issue has laid me flat as it has progressed into something more vicious because I can’t stop. I CANNOT take a day off and just sleep like I want to or I will fail. Every week there’s a test, or an exam or some kind of HESI case study or graded in class activity. Right now feeling like I am sick and pushing on feels horrible and I caved and got myself some amoxycillin.

I am still learning how to do this dance….still learning how to make sure.i can be everything to the people who need me…..family, friends, and patients. In four short weeks I will have completed nearly half of my program. And it has been amazing don’t get me wrong. My human dissection class was one of the best experiences I have had at school and passing meds and starting to function as a nurse on a floor is very humbling and awe inspiring.
I have so many things I know and can apply now, it is what keeps me going in all this craziness.

Text 28 Mar 317,828 notes

lilredrunner:

detainable:

me: wow that exam was easy *gets a 53*

Every. Single. Nursing. Exam. Ever.

Which is why I no longer say any of them were “easy”. It’s like a kiss of death.

Yes. This exactly. No 53’s, but a 78.

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Video 26 Jan 315 notes

letmypeopleshow:

More Queer Threads: Using Shoelaces and Wool, Sheila Pepe Explodes Granny’s Crochet Square into Giant Looping Mass of Furry Neurons

Your Granny’s Not Square, by Sheila Pepe, in “Queer Threads" at the Leslie-Lohman Museum of Gay and Lesbian Art. 

Amazing fiber art. I love this so much!!!

via Niborama.
Photo 25 Jan 45 notes Pretty much! Next up….dosage

Pretty much! Next up….dosage

Photo 19 Nov 1,336 notes Only FIVE days until the 50th Anniversary special. I can honestly say, it will be the highlight of this semester so far :)

Only FIVE days until the 50th Anniversary special. I can honestly say, it will be the highlight of this semester so far :)

Quote 18 Nov

"What’s terrible is to pretend that second-rate is first-rate. To pretend that you don’t need love when you do; or you like your work when you know quite well you’re capable of better.”

Doris Lessing
Quote 13 Nov
One of the things I learned the hard way was that it doesn’t pay to get discouraged. Keeping busy and making optimism a way of life can restore your faith in yourself. - Lucille Ball
Link 31 Oct Historical Anatomies on the Web: Clorion»

In preparation of my human dissection/gross anatomy course next semester, I thought I would put up one of those interesting sites that I like to look at and wonder at the marvel that is the human body and science.

I will be one of only 30 students this spring to learn and actively participate in the process of dissecting a human donor cadaver from beginning to end. Yes, I will gain knowledge of bone saws and embalming and other various borderline “creepy” skills.

I will say that the one part I don’t miss about a cadaver is the smell. Even to this day, the lab books I took into the room with me while working with the bodies STILL smell of cadaver and embalming fluid (yes I HAVE plunged my nose into my book to inhale it deeply when I think I have forgotten it).
I am now taking bets on whether or not I can open up a body cavity without passing out. You never think you’ll be the one, you never quite expect the sounds, the smells, or the visuals that come at you….There’s no way to quite prepare for what it’s like to explore such a visceral place.

Anatomy class is something I love.


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